I am really sad about this...?

i feel blessed that i got to spend some time with jama and nova. jama was such a proud and curious boy. i cried for him and still get sad that his life ended too soon. i try and remember that he gave so much in his short time on this earth and you and i were two of the lucky ones that he shared with. i still miss my cat that ped 37 years ago so no you're not a freak . we all mourn in our own time and sometimes that's a life time.try and be grateful for the memories, it's more than most people have ,and celebrate his life and energy .